another fan account..erkkkk again....it might be such an eyesore to you because of the usage of the words and grammar mistakes yang bersepah-sepah~ lewlz! xD

[FA] a moment with ze:a

This was the craziest thing i’ve ever done as a kpoper~
We went to sunway lagoon after wani unnie’s friend told her that ze:a was there… We arrived around 2pm i think…fyi ze:a was there from 1:15pm until 4:30pm… we waited for them outside the entrance gate of sunway lagoon for almost 3 hours!! T^T
around 4pm something…i saw a van…yes! that’s their van~ so, me and aisyah unnie quickly run and wait in front of the souvenir shop’s door (because they came out from there)…haaa kami 6 ketul jaa ze:a’s yg tunggu kt luar tu…lucky! >___< ze:a’s lain ada gak laa tpi diorang kt dalam sunway lagi masa tuu~
dang! i saw kevin! he was expressionless =_= then i saw taeheon~~ i wanna scream but i am a ze:a’s with a good manner~ (ㅋㅋㅋㅋ) so, i just stay calm and wait~ uhoh!! taeheon saw us!! i smiled…he smiled! he waved at us! ;;; we looked at each other for almost a minute(?)..i guess…haha seyes lama…ㅋㅋㅋ
kevin came out first… omg kevin you’re so granpa…why you no smile?!! me not lying! kevin was so expressionless…but he did looked at us when we called his name… ok..dimaafkan.. haha..after kevin, taeheon came out, he just smiled…awww this oppa never loses his smile~ senyum je laa kan…masa kt dalam kedai tuu pun dah semangat lelambai kitorang~ haha ^^ then, hyungsik came out…we called his name..he looked at us…we said bye2..he smiled….dongjun came out after that…so cantik *0* dongjun’s skin is flawless….ㅋㅋㅋ~ we called his name..he looked at us and smiled~ uhuhuu comey dia senyum~ >///< then small oppa siwan came out…we called his name…he smiled and waved at us~ ahahaha siwan oppa serabai gila~ XD tpi still comel… heechul oppa was missing in action…i didn’t saw him because the guard tolak2 me at that time T^T pak guard jahat~! then we run (jalan lelaju jerr) towards their van…but i realized minwoo oppa still inside…so, i stop…then i saw his red cap! he came out…we called him~ huhu minwoo smiled when he saw us…but…if not because of the staff noona and that rude guard, minwoo already shake hand with us..because he’s coming to us T^T but never mind…i had an eye-contact with minwoo for a few seconds…maybe almost a minute~…uhuhuuu i cry~~ said bye2 to him and he smiled and waved at us… haaaa
then! something happened! Kevin get into the wrong bus! pohahaha their van is in front of that bus~ xDD disebabkan kevin seketul, adik2 yg lain pon follow je masuk bas..padahal diorang kne naik van..bukan bas~ pohahaha xDD dgn muka x bersalah, Kevin oppa pun turun laa dari bas tuu…mke sikit pon x senyum~ huhu kitorang gelak2 jer tgk diorang~ kekeke xD
All the members get into the van and hyungsik who was sitting at the back waved at us…so nice… >.< but staff noona came and knocked the window…ordered them to close the curtain… hurrr…
but! our moment with ze:a is not coming to an end yet~ ㅋㅋㅋㅋ while they’re settling down their stuff…we walked to the exit way and wait there… as soon as their van move…we waved our hands…with hope that they will see us…we know they can’t see us because they closed the curtain already..but we dun care~ lelambai je suka2 hati~ hahaha xD and then! kyaa! one of them open the curtain! i was like…omg the curtain was opened! suspected member who opened that curtain is….minwoo~ haha and luckily..the driver took the wrong way which means…the van gonna passed by us for the second time! >.< ahaha~ so, as soon as the van move and approaching us…we waved at the van non-stop..and dang!! yes! T^T minwooppa….he waved at us… ;;;; minwooppa so sweet…i cried ;;;; my bias so sweet…
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I've been missing ZEA9 these past few days..I.REALLY.MISS.THEM.
listening to their songs is not helping at all...that makes me miss them even moreee~~~

and today when I was lurking in my tumblr yang sudah bersawang...I found my FA back then when I went to their fansign event in Malaysia in 2012 ... *crying in korean*

below is the FA...I didn't change any words...just ctrl+c and ctrl+v it...so it would be such an eyesore to you if you're a grammar nazi...cuz you might see lots of grammar mistake here~ lewlz! xD

[FA] ZE:A FANSIGN EVENT 121110

-please excuse my broken engrishhh~^^-
The fansign started around 5pm(?)…so  we queued and got our poster…the poster is kinda big… ½ of my height…pohahaha~ XD
THE BOYS CAME OUT!!! FANGIRLS… ALL SCREAMING LIKE CRAJYEAHH~~..I saw Kevin…amagat! feel like crying… T^T sobs~ but I hold my tears… malu laa nak nanges kt situ~ =P kekeke  jerit kuat2 pon bukannya zea dengar… so I stop screaming.. hahaaa
Finally! It’s my turn! Felt damn nervous…my hands were so cold like ice woo~ x tipu~ huhu ketaq lutut toksah cakap laa kan~ XD
Me in front of Kevin…*still shaking*…. “hi~!”, said Kevin while smiling so brightly~ T^T //comey gigi arnab// I said hi while waving2 my hand…he signing the poster slowly…waiting for me to say something I guess…but nahh..i didn’t say anything~ I was fckin speechless T^T …he’s done and he looked at me…our eyes met! @_@ *nak pengsan…kacak sangat!* “thank you for coming”, he said while smiling showing his rabbit teeth… “ahh..응!”, I said while nodding and smiling…then I say bye2 and move to Kwanghee…
When I approached Kwanghee, he smiled showing his white teeth…he didn’t say anything…just smile…I said hi to him but he didn’t reply me…aigoo~ so focus signing the poster huh…then I said, “Kwanghee…….”, …I stop…because I lost for words… suddenly idk what to say to him. When he’s done…he looked at me..awkwardly..i can feel the awkwardness… =_=” then I said bye2 to him bcuz I have to move to the next person…
Next is Siwan!! He’s so small >.< obvious laa kan…tpi seyes kicik ja siwan oppa~ ^^ haha small siwan said, “Apa khabar?” excitedly and he keep smiling…//so cute!! // I replied, “네~ Apa khabar~~ ^^”…when he’s done, he looked at me and smiled again…I said thank you and move to Minwoo!!! >.<
MINWOO IS MY BIAS SADFGHJGDFFLSAKFDAJKLJK I FEEL LIKE CRYING…T^T AND I WAS SO EXCITED SO NERVOUS I WAS SHAKING AT THE SAME TIME…WITH THIS UNCONTROLLEABLE FEELING…I SAID “MINWOO!!” //pitch tinggi masa tuu// LOL! I SAY HI~~ HE REPLIED, “HI~~^^”…AND SMILED  OMG SO CUTE THIS CREATURE IDEK HOW TO HANDLE THIS CUTE CREATURE~ I AM CRYING DEEP INSIDE MY LUNG! HAHA…SO, WHILE HE WAS SIGNING THE POSTER I SAID, “나는 오빠팬이요!”…HE STOP SIGNING… HE’S KINDA GET HIS HEAD CLOSER TO ME…AMAGAT HIS FACE ;;;; I SAW HIS FACE DEM CLOSE…HE LOOKED AT ME…OUR EYES MET…//CRIESSS// AND HE SAID “응?!”….@_@!! //AMAGAT CUTE FACE// THEN I SAY IT AGAIN… “나는….…….//MINWOO NOODED// 오빠팬!”….HE SMILED…SEEMS LIKE HE GOT WHAT I MEAN…BUT I REPEATED, “오빠팬!” WHILE NODDING MY HEAD LIKE YEAH…HAHA THEN HE WAS LIKE LAUGHING SHYLY AND CONTINUE SIGNING  THE POSTER AND SAID…”귀여워~”… //SERIOUSLY 귀여워?!!@_@!! I DIED FOR A FEW SECOND…// THEN HE PASSED MY POSTER TO HEECHUL WHILE LOOKED AT ME AND SMILED…I SAID THANK YOU AND MOVE TO HEECHUL BUT MY EYES STILL WANNA LOOK AT MINWOO~ POOR HEECHUL..I WAS LIKE IGNORING HIM…T^T
So…I am now in front of Heechul…he signed the poster right after minwoo passed it to him…at the same time, I heard biha unnie who was behind me said “minwoo kawaii”…I quickly butt in and said, “진짜 kawaii~” *showed him thumbs up sign* then minwoo laughed and I heard he said something to siwan..something like.. “they don’t speak Malay language..”…lol I was about to laugh but then I realized about the existence of a Heechul there OTL … so, I quickly looked at him and said, “ahhhaa hi~” while waving2 my hands and smiled… //felt guilty bcuz i ignored him// but glad that he still gave me a smile…huhu dun hate me heechul oppo~ >.<
Now it’s Hyungsik’s turn to sign the poster! amagat this guy so 반짝반짝!!@_@!! I was kinda amazed for a second~ hahaha he said hi while smiling so brightly! //T^T he’s dem cute I cry//… I replied hi too~~ and while he’s signing the poster, I said, “우리는 동갑이요!”…he quickly replied, “same age?!”..i nodded… and he said, “ohh!! ok FRIEND!!” *dia hulur tangan* asdfghjklasdfghyjuk amagat…handshake?!!@_@!! Within a second I think of a way how to refuse but Idk what to do anymore… so I thought I’ll just hi-5 him…yeah only hi-5…but, when I am about to hi-5 him he grabbed and hold my hand tightly…T^T //criessss// but luckily dah prepare awal2…lengan baju aku tarik2 labuhkan sampai x nmpak tangan be4 naik stage tuu~ fuhhh~~ berpeluh-peluh aku weii… haha  XD hyungsik and me are friend! Hyungsik approved~ lol
Move to Taeheon… tbh nothing special happened between me and taeheon..  I  just said hi~ and waving2 hands and smiled..and so did him…keke XD but one thing that I like about Taeheon is…he never loses his smile…^^ oppa cool~ haha
Lastly! It’s Dongjun’s turn! Excitedly I said,” DONGJUN!!”… ohh..I was too excited at that time so,I called his name so loud…kekeke he looked kinda surprised and he laughed at me… //he laughed adorably// but…he’s too cute till i couldn’t think of anything…and  I was like aaaaaaa~~~ dongjun!! aaaaeeuuuuummmmmmaaaaahhhhhhhuhaaaaa dongjunnnn~~~~ …then he said “don’t cry…”…LOL he thought I cried…hahahahaha seriously… I dunno what I am saying… XDD
End of fansign session… I went out from that hall and heading to the lift….suddenly eyes are teary… I can’t hold my tears anymore…I cried in the lift… sobs! I’ve been waiting for 2 years…and finally I got to meet them! Tears of happiness can’t stop flowing~ pohahaha dun laugh at me please~ =P
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Hola~ 

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It was semester break but for some reasons, I didn't go back to Perlis. There's a global cooperation program between Daegu Uni. and my university at that time and I'm not the participant. ha ha ha ha I'm not qualified to participate in such program please...//I'm not that smart// but I accidentally became the interpreter for the program. lol actually my friend asked me to help him because he said the Korean students in his group can't really speak English. So, at first...supposedly, I have to help my friend's group...but I ended up be the interpreter for other groups as well. ha ha ha ha ha my level is way far from the interpreter level but I tried my best to help. lots of things happened and I learn new things too. It's such a good experience.

今日は！＾＾konnichiwa hi hello sawadikaa~ lol

No. I'm not gonna write a nihongo post even though the title of this post is nihongo in nihongo. lol

Nihongo. My nihongo is not so good even though I've been learning nihongo (properly) for a year and half. dame dame~

actually, I love nihongo ever since I was born! LOL no. that's just a lame joke. I started to have interest in nihongo and all those Japanese thingy since 2006 which is when I was 15. The starting point (tudia ayat) is when my brother showed me a video clip of L'arc~en~ciel (nak senang..sebut LARUKU). It was Stay Away pv. I swear the song is so cool and it's the cool music video I've ever seen (at that time). I became a fan of laruku after that. Then, brother showed me video clip of Morning Musume...and I became a fan of them too. At that time, I thought...to be able to sing along to their songs, I need to know their language...but there's no internet at home and lack of source to learn the language. So, I just learn nihongo from the songs and anime as well. I still remember how I spent few hours to write the lyric of Niji Iro ni Hikaru Umi (tantei gakuen Q ost) in romaji. I really love that song but yeah...there's no internet..so, how to search for the lyric? that's why I tried my best to romanized it. hahahaha *fefeling proud*

iroirona koto ga arimashitakedo...dipendekkan cerita*

After two years of struggling, finally we have internet connection at home! YATTA!
and the first thing that I search on the internet was "ARASHI". LOL! because I have a classmate who love Arashi and she always told me how kakkoi Arashi is. yeap, they're meccha kakkoi! I became fan after I do some research about them on the internet. ha ha ha

Back to nihongo... learning nihongo became easier since I can simply look up on the internet about anything. and.....I learn nihongo by myself for 2 years but it's still not so good. really not so good. I just know the basics! like...common sentences for various scenario that are used in daily life, hiragana, katana...and that's it. I stop learning nihongo when I entered matriculation college. That was in 2009.

Then, in 2013...when I was in university, it is compulsory to take the third language course and I chose Japanese language (nihongo). I was so happy at that time because it's like FINALLY I CAN LEARN NIHONGO PROPERLY! and I happily attend the class every week~ but to be honest, the class for level 1 & 2 were a little bit boring to me. why? because basically, I already learnt (self-learning) all the things that the sensei going to teach in the class..but deep inside, I was still happy to be in the class. even though I already know all the syllabus for that two levels, I can at least brush up my nihongo. So, I don't mind learning it again. It's fun anyway cuz the advantage of it was...I always get highest marks for the test~ *sedikit riak disini..dame dame!* ha ha ha...and for level 3, most of the things in the syllabus were new to me. So, the class was getting interesting. but unfortunately, the language course is until level 3. To be better in nihongo...I need to learn more than that..those 3 levels are just not enough...but because I also learn Korean language at that time, I didn't focus on my nihongo at all. and that's why it getting worse...

It's been a year since the last time I learn nihongo... when I watch Japanese show/drama without the subtitle...it's kinda frustrating. I can understand Korean well...even when I watch the Korean show without the subtitle, I still can understand it. So, the I-NEED-TO-BE-GOOD-IN-NIHONGO kind of feeling just strike me! ha ha ha ha ha and the feeling is getting stronger as I'm listening to japanese songs while I'm writing this. （笑）

じゃー！勉強始まるぞおぉっ！日本語のために。。本当に頑張らなきゃー！ファイト！
jya! benkyou hajimaruzo! nihongo no tame ni..hontouni ganbaranakya! fighto!

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Hello again~
I have no particular thing to post but here I am...trying to write something //cuz i can't sleep// orz

Oh, lately I am like ignoring (somehow more like abandoning) KPOP and stuff...
just because I am back to JPOP. lol actually I can't focus on too many "POP" in a time. If I am so into KPOP, I can't focus on JPOP or MPOP or CPOP or POPYEYE (ok yg ni tipu) etc..
and currently I am so into GENERATIONS from EXILE TRIBE (panjang nau nama)..and Da-iCE...yeah JPOP.

come to think of it, I know Da-iCe way earlier than GENERATIONS but at that time I was head over heels with KPOP. So, Da-iCE was just like a CF/CM that came out during commercial break. (tak agak2 statement)... and how did I start to fall for them? from youtube...yes..last 3 weeks (i think so).. I was scrolling down my youtube subscription feeds...and just randomly played the latest upload from avex channel.. it was AAA's new song teaser.. and youtube recommended Da-iCE's new song, BILLION DREAMS. I was like...DANG! THIS SONG IS FREAKIN GOOD I SWEAR! *regret not trying to know them earlier* and so...the discovery session of  Da-iCE began!

from Da-iCE, youtube recommended GENERATIONS - EVERGREEN mv. so, I played the video and I was like... WHO IS THIS CUTE BUT NOT SO CUTE GROUP??..WHAT IS THIS...OMG THAT GUY LOOKS LIKE PINOY (that's Katayose Ryota)..OH THEY EVEN HAVE A FOREIGNER (that's Sekiguchi Mandy).. THIS GUY GOT NICE VOICE OMG (that's Kazuhara Ryuto).. GOSH HE IS SMALL SO CUTE (that's Sano Reo) *pedo mode* // so, that's how it happened. I played their PV one after another and finally I fall in love with that cute not so cute group. :3

funny thing was...ok, remember what I wrote earlier.. about the pinoy guy? yes.. they actually have one member who is half Filipino. he's the leader of the group, Shirahama Alan. lol Ryota is not pinoy even though I fall for him at the first sight because he looks like one...hahahaha actually when I saw Ryota for the first time, he kinda reminds me of Hideaki Torio (Aki), the member of XLR8 (filipino boyband). he's same like Alan...the japanese-filipino guy~ //kiyut duh Aki// hahahaha

oh! friends who followed my IG probably getting annoyed with my post..lol cuz all are GENERATIONS-related..hahahaha gomenne minna! tak berniat~ lol

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Finally a blog post after missing in action for almost 3 years! lol xD

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Romanization

sarusa iina sarusa
sarusa iine chu chu chu
minna ishouni odorou yo
Oh! sarusa

pokkari sukiyouni
uki uki na melody ga
manmaruyamato tongariyama ni
nagarette kita yo

dou yara machi dewa
takusan no hito bito ga
kira kira no sarusa wo odori
utatte itanosa

[korya nanjarouka? chotto maneshitemitara]

uha uha de manmaruyamano
ukki mo sarusa

sarusa iina sarusa
sarusa iine chu chu chu
minna ishouni odorou yo
Oh! sarusa

moratta bakari no banamabou kabutte
ukkimo bosuzarumo odoreya odore
sono toki deatta tongariyama no ruzato
banana wo hanbunko rabu rabu (love love) sarusa

[chotto mitsumeai botto akakunatte]

korekara to iu toki ni
dare da dare da

[keito] tongariyamakara yattekita
[yuto] kan kan no sarutachi ga
[ryutaro] yada yada ruiza wo tsuresatta
[chinen] sutakora sassa hoi sassa
[yamada] saa~ taihenda sore oikakero
[all] iza tongariyama

manmaruzaruto tongarizaru ga
niramiatteiru

odorouyo ruzza odorimashou ukki
kira kira no doki doki de rabu rabu (love love) sarusa

sarusa iina sarusa
sarusa iine chu chu chu
minna ishouni odorou yo
Oh! sarusa
credit to : hikarinomonogatari.blogspot.com

actually, i'd search for this lyric everywhere...but i couldn't find it~ so, I downloaded the video and...phew~ i'm glad that the video has the lyric...even though it's in japanese~ huhu~ then..i just romanize the lyric...with a lil bit knowledge about hiragana, katakana and kanji...i did it! hehe~ this is the first lyric that i romanized it by myself...
so, if u wanna take out the lyric from my blog and post it anywhere...proper credit is appreciated.

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